I am so deprived, so drained. I could feel as though my bones are crumbling. I constantly sense the churning of my stomach content. From time to time, I suffocate for air and feel a sting of pain in my chest. Drinking and eating is no more as enjoyable. I am oh-so sick. I hate this deprivation, a barrier towards my desire to focus and to stay alert. Heal me please, for good health is crucial at this point of time.