I guess my blog was a little melancholy, so I decided to give it a fresh new look. Pure white! =)
A little reflection
My life was on a roller coaster ride this semester.
There were heaps of ups and downs and my life was like a soap opera.
There were countless blessings, but at the same time, there were countless heart breaking moments.
In the midst of endless problems and heavy burdens, I waver whether God really is present.
It was hard for me to fully rely on Him and trust Him, but looking back I am certain that He was always by my side. God, You never fail me & so I want to love You with my all. Teach me, oh Lord.
To my dearest
Babe, this is my little prayer for you.
Dear Father, I thank You for the beautiful blessings in my life - beautiful people, beautiful community, beautiful relationships. But tonight, I would specifically thank You for my darling, C and I would like to lift him up into your hands. I thank You for this wonderful young man; many thanks for bringing him into my life and many thanks for this beautiful relationship.
God, I pray that when we are miles apart and I can’t be physically by his side to show him how much I love and care for him, I could only ask God to watch over him.
In the midst of busyness with exams, may You give him strength and wisdom.
In the midst of harsh cold winter nights and days, I pray for his good health.
In the midst of confusions and pressures, I pray that the Holy Spirit ministers peace into his heart and soul.
In the midst of difficult times, I pray that he comes to rely on You, trust You and lean hard against You.
In the midst of loneliness, I pray that he acknowledges that You love him unconditionally, like I do too.
God, I know you have great things in store for him, for me and for us.
O Lord, lead us, for You are the amazing God.
In Jesus name, Amen
Song of Songs 5:16 – “His mouth is sweet to kiss; everything about him enchants me. That is what my lover is like.”
Hugs and kisses babe. I love you. I can’t wait to see you again.
Holiday To-do-list
1. Lose weight – be healthy, eat lesser, eat healthy food, exercise
2. Get closer to God – come to know Him better, love Him more, learn to trust Him better
3. Do readings – English, law
4. Get a job – desperately in need of money
5. Spend time with C – desiring a good holiday with C which brings us closer together after a grueling 3 months of not seeing each other.
