Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.

You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.

You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.

Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.

You're generally good at balancing work and play.

When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.

But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.

You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.

Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.

You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.

You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.

Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.

Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.

In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.

You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.

A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Perspective. This word has been my companion lately. I am so in the listening phase, somewhere God would like to input something great into my life.

I see 18 years of age as young, pretty young indeed. There is so much more I could do, so much more I want to do, so much more I would like to experience, so much more I want to enjoy and so much so much more to life!

Ironically, someone I have been pretty close with, have a complete different view. To him, being 18 is being a complete grown up, time to settle, make the right decision, sit in, no more changes for the rest of your life. No offence. I don't find security in such a way and it's definitely not something I would even consider.

I want to have an interesting life, a life when I look back, I don't regret wasting my youth not experiencing, no matter how lunatic it is. I could just live life, just this once, and I would love to cherish everything I have, every single moment if I could, to experience things God have created, to simply enjoy life, to just enjoy the very moment.

It's been great, it's been nice being busy, being packed, seeing people, socialising, writing, thinking, and growing. Jeez, how wonderful life could be! If restrictions could just be out of the way, it would be just perfect! Yes, restrictions, there is so much more I would love to write, so much reading I would love to do, but I have to just pull myself back and study those dull facts on my academic books. Well, two more months. Oh, I just don't want to waste life. It's just so wonderful, so much so much more to do, but yet such little time. Signing off before time just slips away.

It’s been way long since I really sit down and write. I have always wanted to do so, but there are certain businesses, that the world, the society thinks are much more important and should be placed as first priority. Well, there goes my time to deal with such business and there leaves no time for me to reflect and simply just to cultivate my heart, mind and soul. Escapism has always been my thing. Sometimes, I just wish I could stop time for a while, get a break, chill out with some real good coffee, simply enjoy the sun and reflect and just find out who I really am. But I realized, the dream place I have always wanted to be in, is constantly changing with my age, as I grew to be more and more mature. It’s either incorporated with certain things or a total 180 degree change!

Well, it’s been really interesting with what has been happening and with some things that are happening at the moment. It’s really hard to gauge at certain things that makes us just wonder whether it’s the right thing to do, whether it’s the right decision to make. It’s been hard; it’s been bumpy, with the occasional sweet. Sometimes you crave for that extra spice, but when it’s too spicy, you want it to be the good old plain. What is it though? Is it that ‘just the moment’ desire and feeling, or will it stay? Or should it stay? Seriously, it’s so true that the more the forbidden it is, the more you crave for. Some things do never change in my flawless dream land and that is no mysteries to solve, no exams to face and I could simply just do whatever I like!

It’s not that bad in the real world, just restrictions make it seems so. The world is simply so beautiful, because every single person or thing is so unique, so special, and you find that when you deeply engage in the swirling depth of a person’s thoughts, feelings and perspective. Just enjoy the very special moment, though the consequences might be terrible. Oh, it’s just so cruel. Harsh harsh harsh reality. Yes you are. You are harsh!

Well, that’s just me, my thoughts, my ramblings that no one really understands. Recently, have been camwhoring and yea, just some pictures to share!

I am so deprived, so drained. I could feel as though my bones are crumbling. I constantly sense the churning of my stomach content. From time to time, I suffocate for air and feel a sting of pain in my chest. Drinking and eating is no more as enjoyable. I am oh-so sick. I hate this deprivation, a barrier towards my desire to focus and to stay alert. Heal me please, for good health is crucial at this point of time.

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. Enjoy window shopping.

I would rather shop than eat.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I think water rules.

I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.

I need money right now. (YES! I AM SO BROKE!!!)

I love sushi.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

I have changed mentally over the last year.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I miss somebody right now.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I'm TOTALLY smart.

I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I dont watch TV these days. (would watch grey's anatomy, desperate housewives, sex and the city... if i have time)

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.

I like sausages.

I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I will collect anything and the more nonsensical the better.

I have a hidden talent.

I'm a pretty good dancer.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.

I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I love kisses.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.

I am usually pessimistic.
I fall for the worst people.
I'm an artist.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I went college out of state.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.
I enjoy talking on the phone.

I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I don't hate anyone.

I have at least one sibling.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "SouthPark" movie.
I would die for my best friends.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.
I love sea turtles.

I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I talk in my sleep.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup

I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.

I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.

I am an adrenaline junkie.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.

I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I have tried alcohol before.

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.